You did the work. you read the books.. You went to therapy; you deleted his number; you blocked the account; and you said the affirmations out loud in the mirror.
So why the fuck do you still feel you’re standing in the same damn place…
Here’s what no one told you…
Healing isn’t about forgetting what happened..It’s about understanding what it did to you… and most people skip that part.
They rush to feel better before they ever let themselves feel it at all!
You can’t outrun what you haven’t faced!
You think you’re stuck because you’re weak, but you’re not. You’re stuck because you’re trying to heal the surface while the wound is still underneath, untouched and still waiting!
Every time you force the smile, it waits…
Every time you say you’re fine.. it waits…
Every time you move on too fast… it follows you into the next thing, the next person, the next almost…
That’s the pattern.. and the pattern doesn’t break because you want it to! It breaks because you finally turn around and look at it..
You were not protected.. You were stored… put away for later by someone who knew they could come back..
And some part of you is still waiting for them to…
That’s what keeps you frozen… not the love… the unfinished sentence.. the apology.. that never came.. the version of you that’s still holding the door open for a closure that was never really coming..
Healing begins the day you close it yourself…
Not loudly… not for them…. for you!
You don’t need them to understand what they broke…
You need to stop living inside the break…
That’s the work… that’s the whole damn thing…
And you can begin that level of work.. today… right now even…
I made this for you… for the woman staring at these words from behind a screen… I made this for the woman who is ready to return to herself so that you can go further…
